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Unconsecrated Blaspheme
01:58
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Out the bile of the earth I blaspheme
From my hole, from my chasm
Suicidal so no title is vital
Steadfast, homicidal
From the belly of the earth
A place of no worth
Dearth of Pleiades' dust
Order is unjust
Scartastrophe of entropy
Plea for me
Unconsecrated blaspheme
Pray for me
Ashes to ashes
Wound gashes
Dust to dust
Pike thrust
Beheaded shedded method
Shredded
The damp cold method
Boarded
Bleak and bashful coven has woven
Sunken holy craven
Haven of the anti-God
Degenerative squad
God beckons me to come
I stay numb
I stay gritted
Blissfully addicted
Convicted for self-destruction
Anthem for self-destruction
Goodbye...
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2. |
Lust for War
06:50
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Crash through the pantry
Dice the throats of all of their families
Trees cut down to rubble and fire
Desire to toss every home in the pyre
L'enfants sauvages fights back through the barrage
Maiming and tearing and desecrating the visage
Upon the witness of his mother's rape and murder
he carries her reeking flesh with a murmur
"For her wealth and her knowledge, I'll tear those responsible
Those who escaped will sleep in rubble
Crumble their hearts betwixt my fists
Piss on their graves, no rumble in their wrists"
As I left my burning earth behind me
a life of revenge I did decree
I hated the murderous church and its falsity
I believed my mother dug her grave through their philosophy
My stop, climbed to the mountain top
Ten million foot drop, feral horses clop
Heard victim number one hop the fuck off
The cold wind blew, the rapist coughed
Immense snows hid me from sight
I took no delight in planning out this murder site
Heard the bearer's screams in my head
I gripped his throat, no blood was shed
Have you ever seen a feral child?
Have you ever rained a scourge on the meek and the mild?
You raped my pride, I'll drink your sweet blood
You will regret ever testing my boyhood
Now your roll runs red
Your life I behead
You live on in trauma
You live on, dead
You live with reciprocity
Live without your dignity
Live with a twenty whip lash to your philosophy
I'll carry us through the pines
I'll carry us through these times
Feet blistered, hands frozen
Altruistic life was chosen
Teeming on out through my pores
Iced sweat, no regret, carry your corpse
Your resting places after these wars will be at the top, at Valhalla's doors
You'll enter and never return
You won't be there to carry my urn
Selflessness for selfishness
Funeral in hospice
Bastard from the basket with good will and hatchet did enter your mind, found a place to inhabit
He climbed through the rubble, through maggots and granite, to place your carcass in a breathing casket
I am not the one, I am not the one
As the leaves did fall, the mountains blocked out the sun
My storm raged and I grew
I climb these mountains for you
Entered the cave to the witches coven
Ties to my brethren remained woven
Trying to mend this charcoal heart
evermore plunging down into the dark
I rest my soul at the mire
Toss my friends into the pyre
Ashes soar into the sky
I sing to the hall up high
The golden walls of heaven greet my friends of good
The strongholds of Valhalla is where the strong stood
I went back to the den of thieves, brought them all to their knees
Back from the tomb, back from the dead
Battleaxe unto your heads
Bestial bleeding heads mantled at the riverbed
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3. |
The Grave by the Lake
03:55
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Close my fucking casket, to the rotting earth I say goodbye
Close my fucking eyes, I laugh as I'm crucified
Shy away from my mind you decrepit, vile Lorelei
Swallowing the boulder under the dim and frigid moonlight
All my friends' eroded, ashes creep up to the blackened sky
Bastardized in sin, I tear the fragmented blight up high
To my friend in suffering I bequeathed a mournful sigh
Sucked into the void, I cry "please don't die"
Wallowing, coddling my own demise, my heart and my lungs are now crystallized
I'm carbonized, mesmerized at how two may unionize
With this murder of the King the land did demoralize
With this rapture of the spring the land did die before my eyes
Let the rust build in my lungs and take me to hell below
I can't stomach this low, my heart turns to dirt and snow
To my rotting flesh this beating I bestow
To my fading earth, this body shall sow
Ceasing, freezing, dissolving now
Coldly, lowly is my head now
Spritely be those who live passed me
I'll be your faithful absentee
I pray that you'll live
In your term you've shown great strength in this tar-pit
I wish you the best, I wish no distress
I pray your decease ceases to infest
If you really do go, in peace may you rest
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Crucify myself
Wander trash ridden streets with no help
Bad health, bad stealth, caught committing suicide
Craving the maggots, stupified
I rot with this land
I demand this ant decapitate me first hand
Swallowing the barrel
Bequethe my body a bloody apparel
As I die, I enter the castle
of hellfire, death and the rape of Babel
Punish me in the Chapel
I'll become the high priests mantle
In these waste ridden streets I'm a feral mammal
Slipknot my neck, hemerage my limbs
I sing dead hymns
In the bleak mire, grimace at the pire
In the dark age far before that of the myre
Born from the pit, I climbed to the earth
The holy one arrived to taint the fetal girth
Minister of days brought my earth to a blaze
Hellfire filled maze that I could never gauge
Wandered down the narrow path to find the new world
Down the dark corridor rested the girl
Beaten, bruised with no cross
Couldn't put it back together, such is a loss
They never found the body, never laid to rest
Haunt me til the day I pass
Ankles turn to ash
Castrate by glass
Mutilate my body so my soul can pass
Find the organs in the stash
The rest is in the crash
Mutilate my body so my soul can laugh
Facing my own death, taking my last breathe
Whipped and lashed by the church of Seth
Rot in the earth with this putrid town
My antagonists will drown
What's beneathe my mask'll make you frown
Maggot ridden face eaten all the way down
to the bone. I'm rotten, forever alone
Always prone with no home to call my own
What little flesh is left is always feelin' like roan
Silver horses brought me here, to the jewel throne
All the way out here in Raton,
I moan engrossed, I become a spritely ghost
I channel my new life, I channel a home
An abode of shit, piss and vomit on my tome
I moan engrossed, I become a ghost
Wish I could channel a new life; a new host
Crucify myself
Wander trash ridden streets with no help
Bad health, bad stealth, caught in the slipknot
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5. |
Remember Me...
04:08
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Will you remember me?
Leaving you, weaving soon
Come anew
With me, never stay clear of the haze
Set ablaze the bay with no disdain for the day
Never go. Never soar over the maze
Gaze at the light and form the night into sage
Tornado of spirited mist
Knife in the heart of the cyst
Jump up into the abyss
My soul's no longer amiss
Soaring up into the night and the day and the two unite into the one
Soaring up knowing the ray and the fist mediate at the end of the gun
In the noose, let my conscious cut loose
Reproduce the light
Give the dark its use
Control the abuse
Harness the glimmering light of Zeus
Hades wretched as I mediate with puce
Now I mediate again
Way back when, attacked with the might of the Wren
I am Sven, born in the glen
I will never come back again
Glimmering light, shimmering bright
Glistening moon in the dark of the night
Shimmering white, bleeding dark
Brightest gloom will make its mark
Plead the fifth
Take a hit
Evermore counterfeit
Unholy writ hypocrite
Bit by bit, overcame it
It boardwalks
Never talks
Immaterial Fort Knox
Face the world in flocks
Face the world in Vox
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6. |
Come Home
04:23
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Two flashes, come home
Be at peace under the lamp lit halo
Stay low, show no weakness in the face of death
Her last breath left my brethren lambent
Hear the creek in the doors, the floors and the walls
She's the mist in the halls, the frail shape within the falls
Five, ten, twenty below as she'd enter
Shiver creeps up the spine of the frail renter
You think she's a killer but she's even worse
Implant the idea for a life inverse
Reverse your life, feel like Fyfe
A man in strife with a dead wife
Grimace at the boy, become legendary
Frown for the mother in the cemetery
You read it in the man's obituary, there was one against many
Two flashes, come home
Be at peace under the lamp lit halo
This house took my mother away
Bled her of the blessings of Yahweh
We thought it led us astray
Today we stay and lay in a house so gray
A house so fragile, a house so precious
Guilt, pain, confusion and sadness
It's all of us who are here in this madness
In the red room I find addiction
Rehab and the gutter were my only two places
Faces and traces of maggot ridden spaces
90 days sober but I feel so graceless
At 6 years old I met death
My breath left me and today I shutter at the thought of thee
A pale ridden maggot eaten face
Disgraced by the Lord, he remains in this place
Will I ever come home?
He remains in this house, gripping my soul
Wherever I may roam...
Shuddering at the thought
Shuddering at the thought of her never making her mark
Joey may die along with me
River Phoenix fate along with me
See us in the streets
Bumming for the needles
Quivering, shivering in the cold in the dark in withdrawals
Frail shape within the falls now inside of the halls
Say you'll remember me
Even in the gutter even though you used me
Even though you stole my money even though you left me broke
When you croak and I croak at least we tried to keep afloat
Two flashes, come home... two flashes, come home...
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven...
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7. |
Mournful Contemplation
02:31
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Trudging through the mud in the river Styx
Covered in ticks
Solving my own comfort over conflicts
Intermix rust and blood and iron and fraud.
In the great beyond was God declawed and flawed.
As the buzzards ate my skin I came down from that rusted lamp light
No fight, accept the smite, it's alright.
Chest tight, caving in my lungs and my heart.
Could never see falsity in the dark.
I witnessed the fall.
As the sky turned black.
As the bloodied whip cracked.
As I made no impact.
As the moon took over I remained abstract
Never intact, never attract the necessary contract.
Clear the shade
Part the sea
Pave the way
Never shy away
Never delay
I accept the blessings of Yahweh
Never go back, never pant in disarray
My spirit let me take my final step out of the fray
They said you can't run, you'll be swallowed by the sun
I eviscerate the gun. I'm no longer undone
The finite truth is evermore undone
The infinite truth rests within the one
Death and rebirth rests in nature and earth
Never a dearth of the finite or of the infinite girth
Death and rebirth rests in nature and earth
Evermore tracing what I'm worth
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As the mist enters the room I rise out of my tomb under the dim light of the moon
Imp crawls out of the womb. It's blood thirst served as a bygone heirloom
Evil necessitates the earth
Death to that which shall unearth
Whether it's left or its right forward remains my worth
If the evil met its dearth it'd leap evermore
Shroud the world and swallow it through holocaust and war
Hit or miss
Motherfuck a miss
Bloody vomit kiss the clitoris
Slit the wrist and summon thee on the precipice
Then through the mist you emerge as a living breathing carcass
Destroy the metaphysical and watch as the earth scorches
As I bite into the dead womb you better separate as I consume
The forbearer and the Allfather did separate from sun and moon
An eclipse beyond good and evil did resurrect the nothing
The "something" that did last is forever recurring
Gas chamber in the moonlight burnt a bible bright with delight
Blight the white flowers turn them all black and make grotesque the dim light
Vomit bile in the moonlight
Burn the whore in the moonlight
History will rewrite as I inverse what's right
Take a motherfucking step back one time before I attack
Hack at your spleen like a pipe dream cover these walls in scat
Degenerate blood bath
Maggots sucked guts we hath
Combust did my guts as mutts licked the nuts of dead sluts
Cunts resemble aqueducts of bloodied social constructs
Flux of huts and conducts that ensure it corrupts
Now I will corrupt
As I interrupt Satan erupts
Satan erupts
Maggoty woman with a lampshade head turned the ocean to red
Cozy to your ear and said, "now the old king is dead"
Push back, pull back
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9. |
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Normal you and angry me
That's the hero's journey
In filth it will be found for thee
Now I greet the deity
Death of Pleiades
Symbolize reality
Journey to the Underworld, necessitate Being
Palace of the seeing screaming to wake from my dreaming
Fleeing from my disagreeing of my wellbeing
Receding deeper into the subconscious eye
Glaring at a mangled mess, offered thorns and rye
I could maybe fly
I could maybe die
I could always cry
I will never say goodbye
Never scrape by
Continue not to lie
Integrate the shaded mind
People, places, a mess of contradictions
The dream's the dreamer's own existence
I remember my dreams
I remember these themes
Child lost in his schemes dreamt of dire regimes
Esteems given to memes
They can't contend
Deer stricken by light, couldn't save my friend
Descend, comprehend, amend, transcend
Tend to my dead friend
I need to breathe, I need to see
Find literacy, find me, find thee
Revel in the fucking muck
Revel in the fucking light
I don't wish for this, but I need some foresight
Fight myself. Hone myself
Enslaved together
Forbearer, child-bearer forever
Resting so beautifully suitably until the dew glistens under the sun
Waking so tenderly jubilee usually aims for the ideal one
Father to mother and evermore suffer united under acid rain
Fractured and battered and haggard and scattered we persevere through the pain
Spoke to the one named Gabriel
Spoke to the one named Raphael
Spoke to the one named Uriel
Michael set in stone as Satan fell
Poltergeist affirm's existential fears
Post-death clear for the mortal ears
I'll be laying waste to the day and the dark and the fray as my ghost just disappears
In the beginning I bled light in the womb and created I
Barren womb's eye rests in the earth by and by
Bask my brow in the water
For the eternal, from the latter
Spirit flux in each trimester
I will never lay to rot like the former
Emaciated greenery
I don't exist in theory
Mother suffering serenely
Son kicked obscenely
Now comes the moment I exit this
Genesis after genesis
The newest node exists, now begone to find your bliss
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10. |
Degenerative Hymns
03:47
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Ember through the pantry, war born deity
Bodies on-top of bodies from war-torn tragedy
One camp lights a big grimace at the other side,
thinking they'll attack from the hillside
Rape, pillage and plunder the camps
Gramps didn't make it from the deathly wastelands clamps
Lamps broken, darken their houses, ember lights the night
Lack of law and order brought a world of spite
The earth is ruptured
Anarchist hymn emits from the infrastructure
Feral men and children claw at skulls like vultures
Dead skin mask on the face of the culture
Interrupter barrels in like...
Morality degenerates like...
Shooters and looters emerge from smoke
Ill-folk provoke the other folk to croak
From ash comes the grimmest one
Rapist begged for his blood back along with his cold tongue
"Save me please save me!"
Slowly dropped his body temperature to the lowest degree
Welcome to my basement, you'll never leave here
Call your time in the cold a tenure.
Needles slowly pierce the eye
Do you think the world out there is any better then with I?
Don't reply, or say hi to your ancestors
They're bellow this locale waltzing on your Aunt Ester
This brand'll feel like the earth's centre
Your parents sent a letter stating it won't get better
Apocalypse outside, apocalypse inside
Rape and famine outside and inside, oh my
Ravage a carcass so lavish
Chilled winds shiver through my body
Frozen in the forest, victoriously dead, I give myself to the dark
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Who wins? Who dies?
Why am I so cold?
Why am I so spry?
Who am I?
How am I gonna do it?
What can I do for the world?
How am I gonna do it?
How can I save the earth?
How am I gonna do it?
How can I group these fucks?
How am I gonna do it?
What can I do for them?
How am I gonna do it?
Can it even be done?
Am I the one?
Maybe I'll scream
Maybe I'll dream
Maybe I'll kill a king
Maybe I'll rep Beijing
Sing to the sky
Look up at the sky
I see what I like
No insight
I'm the youngest old man
The casket waits with dead hands
I request no fans
Scatter the dangers
Make them all suffer and bring forth the changers
The wagers remain null and void
In the flesh remains the roid
My life retains a sigmoid
Life and death is my cystoid
Money is my holy soy, my decoy is the dead ploy
I'm fractured and battered and haggard and scattered so unholy thought I employ
I chatter and faster I swagger, the latter is tipped and laughter did die boy
Chilled winds shiver through my throat and on down to my lungs and heart
Frozen in the forest, mighty and dead, I give myself to the dark
Orwellian scallion is my medallion
I'm a seer of good health, I'm your companion
The Italian battalion will make you cozy
Flozy and coldly and boney is Joey
Came to sleep when he was lonely
made him feel like a Roady
You were no brody
Tore through me like a Coyote
Fuck knowledge of Bozy
You'll never be cozy
I stayed so dearly in my hearth
Left to rot, so lowly
You're dead, rot coldly
I need something holy
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12. |
My Grandest Suffering
03:22
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Stand up, rise from the wreckage,
or apply a light dab to the internal hemorrhage
You could die or have a 10 percentage then increase it ten fold with the ideal message
Nihilist knocked down the door
Face to the floor, battered and torn
Why ever Mourn? Answer this
Why born in the abyss?
Exist to thrive? Why?
Why the hell shouldn't I die?
Why the hell am I alive? What am I hear for?
Why not unborn?
Why not pack in once torn?
Why not mourn?
Why not stillborn?
Why not wellborn?
What do I do when I'm well worn?
Why greet the morn?
I will stand up again
Set ablaze again was the homeward Glen
Run through the fire and emerge in Zen
Lift the broken hearts of the underground men
Bestial head mantled by the riverbed
Amongst the bleak woods, hate will spread
When hate brings dread, they bring out your dead
So bring out your dead. Head up high, face this dread
Emerge from obscurity
Warrior in the garden or a gardener in the war?
Fight the boar with control of the scorn
I tear shit down to elevate it high
We will all cope somehow
Wipe the sweat off my brow
Satisfied in dissatisfaction
Myself, I disavow
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13. |
Lost in Vacuity
03:36
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Vacuous vacuous, this is the precipice
I will not do this
Sitting all bitch-like, fondle the gun like "I cannot top this"
Vacuous vacuous this is the precipice I am not gorgeous
Stovin in coven I'm loving the bludgeon. Aren't I obnoxious?
Never make my mark
Don't hark, I'm stark, laying in the dark
I need no stacks and I need nobody to come and light the spark
Soulless is me, devoid of glee, rotting in the sea
Friends with the trees
Resting at the gallows, I shutter on my knees
Fade in the light
I will blight the kite that the young did delight
Bask in the night as my flight leaves forever tonight
Nobody fixes me, uses me, attacks me, or lets me bite
That's what I get for not paying respect to the man who made me plight
Curse me sweetly and dearly so I may ascend to the sundry
They're acting homely and coldly and boldly, they may be lucky
Manic pixie snare may care to damn them all to loving thee
10, 20, 30, 40, 50, 60, 70
The devil is calling he sees me eroding he leaves me blind
Flagellating, congregating into my mind
I do not mind that you unwind and combined, you haven't resigned
Soon you'll leave behind the kind, entwined boy you did find
I'm the youngest old man, the casket bleeds with dead hands
I request no fans, just a listener who truly understands
I need no brands, instead I will roam through the badlands
The circle is the noose
I form my truce with the wetlands
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